I hate it when my days off from work are dedicated mostly to running errands :(
Sorry I went on a rant in my last post yesterday. Family can cause excess stress sometimes, especially when they get all up in your personal life.
Thank you to everyone for the kind messages. It really means a lot to know that I have some fantastic people in my life. Love you all <3
I’m sick of other people telling me what’s best for me. They don’t even fucking know. Yeah, my family has known me for my whole life (for the times they were actually around), but they don’t even know half the shit that’s happened.
Stop telling me what I should or shouldn’t do. Stop telling me who I should or shouldn’t hang out with. I’m not doing anything wrong, I’m not hurting anyone, and for once in my life I’m actually kind of happy. Doesn’t that mean shit to anyone? People think they know what’s going on, but they don’t. If they really want to know why I’m still alive, maybe they should try to understand for once instead of looking at everything in black and white.
The more judgmental they are, the more it pushes me away.
I need to get the fuck out of Fairfax.
I’m actually amazed at how many friends I’ve lost over the last two months.
Oh well. If they want to believe shit, listen to one side of a story, and not even talk to/ask me about it, then fuck ‘em. I guess they’re just not the people that I thought they were.
Also, I have other real friends and I’m making new ones :)
I’m not functioning so well right now.
I miss you everyday, I love you forever.
I love it when everything turns out alright… Like, for ONCE everything turned out just fine. Problems solved.
Just got back from the beach a few days ago. It was PHENOMENAL. Hurray for my first vacation in 3 years!
Happiness comes in the most unexpected ways :)
I still can’t believe it’s already August. July was such a whirlwind…